i haven't felt this confused since the last time. so this is round two, and i'm fighting. i'm FIGHTING, not giving up. my head hurts, and even though i know i want to trust You, GOd, just know that it's not easy.

the voice of truth says this is for your glory

yet i know You're good, and i know that i meant my prayer. the prayer i prayed before i went out of the house, that no matter what happens i'd trust that You have plans that are good. no matter what happens

but GOd, remember that i'm not Job. REALLY, just remember that i'm not JOb and i don't know if i can take that kinda blow. So.

thankyou for everyone i talked to and helped. jl don benben eveie ben vinc bev char kev marsh. you guys just make me wanna thank God for how much He's blessed me w such great friends.

i might just do it again, or maybe i'd just settle with it. whatever the case, i just pray with all my heart that God will just do the rest.

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