went downstairs to 'top up water', perform the usual 'taking care of things' sequence, come across slightly more nosey because you wanna know what everyone's plans are in the family. just occurred to me just now. haha. funny thing is that it comes naturally, not like i force myself to suddenly remember to top up water or lock the door or make sure the lights are out. or wait for my dad to come home.
oh well. hate to think what it's gonna be like, life without living with my parents :( no and i don't mean i'm getting married but. if i study abroad. i don't know i'll probably cry most about missing my parents more than my friends. HAHAHA cos it's TRUE! u live with them they know everything about you, almst at least. and well. bothers. plus i'm trying to envision august 22nd because bev and bel are leaving. and i don't know if i'll be a lost goon at the airport after they leave cos it'll finally hit me that they're not with me in spore anymore :(
i know God will be with me. Reading ISAIAH 40-43 for disciple was really. wowwwing. i really like those books, God's awesomeness just sweeps over you.
lately it's been queer i guess. i dont' know how to say whether it's good or bad, but yeah i guess it's just odd. something my heart and head needs to get used to. i can imagine the question 'ni dao di yao she mo!?' posed, and the tired sighs. then i turn around and convince myself. then for a moment i'm lost again. it's like i have terrible astig or msthing. and i'm not making sense again here am i.
for one, marg is back and whooots :) and vinc and div are coming back. and jauw too and i haven't seen feng in ages. and youth sunday is this sunday! and exco retreat clashes with all the practices and i'm sad :( but. oh welll!!
God you are gooood.
shern