I've been here before, now here I am again
Standing at the door, praying You'll let me back in
To label me a prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You�re the only one who can undo
What I've become

I focused on the score, but I could never win
Trying to ignore, a life of hiding my sin
To label me a hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface of who I've been known to be

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You�re the only one who can undo
What I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

[Chorus]
Turn me around pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, need Your help
I can't do this myself
You�re the only one who can undo
What I've become

sometimes even though you KNOW that Jesus has redeemed you, it's not really etched in your heart that deep. you think you still have to be perfect. and when i make mistakes, i think i've failed, when.. i have already failed, and will never NOT fail, to be perfect. but. it is by grace, GRACE that we are redeemed. not by ANYTHING that we do.

it's quite funny how if two things coincide, doesn't mean it links you know. like if i decided to jump out of one train cos it was heading to a dead end, and in the process, i had to get into a car. it doesn't mean that it was cos i wanted to get into a car that's why i jumped out of the train. ok i'm not making sense am i. or if when i got out of the train, i bought an icecream then got onto the car, it doesn't mean i wanted the car and the icecream that's why i jumped. i jumped cos the train was going to crash.

anyway speaking of icecream, i can't believe i actually dreamt of attending some wedding dinner and i knew the dishes had my favourite noodles in it. AHHAHAH and the mango dessert and the roasted chicken it hink. HAHAHAHHA so funny. sarahtan you were in my dream and we missed 9 courses cos we walked off to explore (?!?!) and we only had 1 course left so i felt so sad that we wasted the dinner. AHHAHA what a bizarre dream :)

yes. i am happy! and omgosh the monsters vs aliens show was hilarious. AHHAHAHA. firstly, i was laughing quite hard (ahha sorry chris) at the whole row, or rather, WHOLE CINEMA of people waering funny looking dark glasses and staring at a big screen. and then the monsters were so hilarious. esp the blob thing, called BOB who was supposed to be a TOMATO. HAHAHAHHA! and well the whole thing was just so entirely RANDOM and retarded that i liked it a lot. one of those brainless shows you do'nt mind paying for (yeah right). but we had a good laugh. the blue blob and his jelly!!! ahhhhh. ok yes.

and must i say prac was nice too (: jamming w dan and man (haha) was really really fun!! :D cos maybe i had no idea what iw as playing, just anyhow trying all the nonsense and it sounded quite funk jazz blues and nonsense :D and like it's not like being quite conscious or aware or uncomfortable like i sometimes am. like, if i play wrongly or stupidly. so thank God for this opportunity! and and and. practice was nice too. and i'm pretty excited for tmr! :) HAHAH hope manson's prayer comes true. aircon. NO MOZZIES. SEAFOOD!! hahahaha.

choose rolling down the grassy hills
and be happy