ok now i'm not annoyed anymore but i WAS.
snapped strings just remind me of mistakes, or hurts. you try to fix it, by tying the loose ends together, but you're making it worse. in the end, it snaps, AGAIN. OH MY GOSH SNAP AGAIN!!!!!! :( :( and not only is my dear hobby (not hubby) HARD TO FIX, but EXPENSEEEEEVE :( TEN DOLLARS TEN DOLLARS FOR THAT WEEEEEEEEETLE STRING -.- what the crap. ahhahaha. okay. nevermind i shall stop ranting.
i tried to think positive like. OMGOSH! i can totally be a pro next time. i can totally STRING TONS OF THEM NEXT TIME. then i realised how silly cos i don't want to be a repair woodsmith dudette. and i'm not going to be crazy about earning money fixing broken instruments and selling them off. nonono that's NOT me. that's not really my skill. i'm not a handyman. mydad is. GAHHHHHHh oh well. we learn! and i probably lost some calories doing all that downstairs. in fact i like to think that i've just amused myslef.
then i sit back and i think, OH MY GOSH WHY DID I BOTHER. WHY DID I EVEN STRING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE? i wanted to play it. it's fun to try new cellos. ok finally you know what i'm talking about. BUT. then now i only have 3 strings. so if it wants to stay as a display piece i might as well take everything off and return its old strings. stupid guy doesn't want new stuff. instead he wants his old clothes. instead he wants to remain in his status quo. what am i talkikng about. AHHAHAHA this is so farnie. anyway i shan't bother about it now. i shall fix it another day. decide what to do.
THAT DAY I FELL IN LOVE.AHHAHA terrible. I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS cello at gramercy. OMGOSH IT WAS. DARK CHOCOLATE SMOOTH HEAVENLY SESSY. hahahahha. heavenly sound. and i actually foudn it so much EASIER to play than mine. mine pains my arm so much :( ahahaha but nevermind. i'm trying to love it. HAHAHA. LOVE ISNT A FEELING! omgosh this is getting waaaaaaaaaaaay nonsensical.
i wish i was less blur when i was younger. then i would have found out more things which i need now. like. WHAT MODEL IS MY CELLO IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?! WHAT KINDA BOW, WHAT IT IS MADE OF, etc etc. sorry i'm going on this disturbing rampage here, but i'm just asldja;ldfkjas;dlkfja my thoughts for awhile. i want , i WANT to know all these things. but when i was younger, i didn't know i had to know. u know, the whole protection bubble around my head. HOKAYS. but now i will learn. NOW i will.
it scares me to think of my 'confused' times, oh dear GOD what will happen to me next time! yet iknow you say you protect the innocent. sooooooo i just trust. hokays off to practice sooon.
i'm pwwooud owf yooo
haha i can just hear shan's voice saying that.
been youtubing 'the script' cos i started liiking 'breakeven' and then now i think this song is very nice tooo!! it's nicer than jason's im' yours. AHHAH sorry i'mnot a jason fan but i think he's really good vocally and stylistically. but. like they all say, not my type, lah. this song has this OLD boyband kinda style which i haven't heard since those 'westlife' bsb days. AHHAHA. early 2000s. listen! the harmony is SO boyband!! AHHAHA. but i think the lyrics are darn sweet. oh gosh when i get frustrated or high right, my words become harder, but it's quite amusing.
You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I知 not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they池e hanging on the walls of my heart
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I知 yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I知 quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I知 yours
You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You池e the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went weak and you saw me cry
Say I知 still the soldier in your eyes
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I知 yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I知 quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I知 yours
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don稚 fit in that much
But I知 yours
:)
shern