I cannot comprehend the measure of God's love. Everyone should try journalling, cos when you look back, you cannot ignore the fingerprints of God through what He says or your life. Even if i only wrote it last night at like one plus and read it when i woke up. I've never heard GOd in an audible voice, but i have heard GOd in words. i have heard GOd speak to me. i know for sure, those words aren't mine. and today's disciple passage was about Creation! which also hit me. GOd created MAN in His image. ONLY US. not the animals, nothing. and WHY US. the more you love people the more you're gonna hurt, and that's what GOd did. He hurt so bad that he had to send Jesus to die, and then He hurt more. inner pain, then physical pain. Thinking of that just made me feel so overwhelmed, so pained for Him. yet God's love is so great, so wonderful, so sweet, so perfect.

All For Love

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

OK i realised i ended up ITALICISING ALMST EVERYTHING so whatever, the song really meant a lot. i don't know how i thot of it this morning but yes. and i was humming 'HE IS MY EVERYTHING! HE IS MY ALL' this morning HAHAHA some really old aunty song. (: LIKE HONEY IN THE ROCK! SWEEEEET HONEY IN THE ROCK! SO TASTE AND SEE THAT THE LORD IS GOOOOD! (that the lord is good! it's an echo) FOR HE TASTES LIKE HONEY IN THE ROCK! AHAHAHA.

More Than Life

Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I’ve done
I’ll run into Your open arms
And all I know

I love You more than life
I love You more than life

Fall back on everything You’ve done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You’re the air I breathe

How can it be
You were the One on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all

like two trains coming at each other at one time and i'm standing in the middle of the path. the weight of the decision, the intensity, the pain of the moment after. the crash. then boom. then nothingness.

DEAR CHRIS, IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I AM NOT EMO! emo isn't the word! but thankyou for always looking out for all of us CHRRISSY. now run along and watch more youtube videos (: esp the yoyoma ELGAR CELLO CONCERTO ONES. I WAS SO AWED BY IT.

on a different note, i'm wondering if your metabolism increases when your heart beat has been so fast for so many hours.

shern