cos, 24 hours aren't enough for me, but since He's graciously only given me 24h this day, i thank you God, for everything that i can do within this!
in contrary to popular belief: I AM NOT THAT FREE! HAHAH i think i've said that a lot of times:( but that's kinda sad. YET i don't want pple to think i'm too busy for them! COS I AM NOT TOO BUSY FOR YOU!
ok so to summarise. i am not too busy for you but i'm not free as well! right. i was sitting there waiting for a ride home with my cello and trying to prioritise my highly eventful life. hahaha it's really not easy. my PEOPLE category falls under a whole diff category from what i'm doing. and u know, the sermon pastor kaiming shared (i think) was like, choosing something BETTER over something GOOD! yes i know that, but my problem is determining WHAT IS better! AHHAHA :D cos smtimes the thing i think is better kinda isn't! oh well. that's where wisdom comes in. and i guess God has His timing and stuff too. He's a good God (: and i know it. i'm still going ahead for disciple cos i told him on sunday i wanted to follow him ALL THE WAY! and i know it's not easy but i really want to. then there's the whole REW weeks stuff with truth min, music teaching, the choir stint thing, DRIVING (which i haven't even TOUCHED a manual car yet!) HOLY WEEK. disciple, dance, fmss chapel, forerunner stuff, my own cello prac and uni stuff to worry about. it's no wonder i feel like my brain's working at the speed of the japan's shinkansen.
can u beat that! i come back for TWO DAYS. just TWOOOOOO DAYS after my holiday and i alr can say i'm TIRED! GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH! and even more of your LOVE! to love others and to do your will. so if i don't like show u so much OUTWARDLY LOVE, it's not that i don't care :D AND i think i must learn that i can't save the world, even though i wish i could. but that'd be taking God's job away :P
AND i want to do so many things. i wish i could do some stuff for good friday. like a mini gig or antyhing. MAN just so much.
PRIORITIEEEEEES!
shern