so the day that i become a rebel is the day that you know that i gave up. i don't want to ever see that. i don't ever want to see myself give up because i'm not a weakling. i fight. i fight for what is right and true. i fight for what i believe in. i fight, but God, He fights the battles.
Sound the bugle now - play it just for me
As the seasons change - remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on - I can't even start
I've got nothing left - just an empty heart
I'm a soldier - wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me - lead me away...
Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now - tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know - that leads to anywhere
Without a light fear that I will - stumble in the dark
Lay right down - decide not to go on
Then from on high - somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls - remember who your are
If you lose yourself - your courage soon will follow
So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in abattle
To be free once more -Ya that's worth fighting for
it's one of my favourite songs. i think when i'm tired and bummed out, everything just falls on me like this giant rubbish heap tumbling down. oh gross. oh well.
i like to delete what i type after i've typed it. haha and now i shall end this post with another song!
You're a little piece of heaven
You're a golden ray of light
Ad I wish I could protect you
From the worries of this life
But if there's one thing I could tell you
It's no matter what you do
Hold to Jesus
He's holding on to you
The world will try to tell you
That might is more than right
That beauty's on the outside
And being good's a losing fight
But remember what I've told you
Because the world will make you choose
Hold to Jesus
He's holding on to you
Hold on to Jesus
Cling to His love
Rest deep in His mercy
Whenever things get rough
Don't lose sight of His goodness
And don't ever doubt this truth
That when you hold on to Jesus
He's holding on to you
Hear me dear Jesus
Rock this little one to sleep
Keep her close when she's scared
And give her grace when she is weak
I know she'll stumble
But I know she'll make it through
If you hold to her just like
You said You'd do
Hold her Jesus
And she'll hold on tight to You
next time. i think i'll sing this to my kid.
on a lighter note, i like to help pple fulfill their dreams. or i like to see pple happy or that they use what little they have and make it big. problem is when it comes to myself, i can't even see what little i have. which is really stupid, and ironic. but sometimes i wish i could do what i do for myself. sometimes i wish what i do for people would be done for me. ahha stupid right. i want someone to remind me that what i do is good, and right. then i think of one. then i feel worse. hahah so silly right. aiyar but it's just these few days that i'm just rather drained, i promise i'll be up and about and crazy and HAHAHA ish again.
oh oh oh and on sat i was very happy to meet ode, i saw VINCENT at holland v and was super happy. stupid pupu also didn't give me a hug! :( but i was very happy to meet ode, we smiled like mad the whole time until my cheeks hurt. and the waiter at brekos was really funny cos he was so uncomfortable. AHHAHA. yay i like happy endings. here's one. AHHA (:
shern