hahaha yeah my gosh i actually cleaned my messy corner of the room and mopped the floor, and HOHOHO, after that i dont know why my ANKLE was like twisted or smthing and then now i have to walk down the stairs with a ridiculous limp. hahahaha. cousins should be coming soon!! :) i'm quite excited to seee them! my dad has been coooking the whole afternoon away, i've been cleaning, my mum's runningaround-and-feeding-us-WONDERFUL-red-juicy-sweet-STRAWBERRIES!! :D and shana's slping. i don't know where my sis and ger went, but i think he washed the car. AHHAH i can't apply pressure on my leg now it's quite stupid man. i dont even know what happened!!!
okay i just rambled like nobody's business. speaking of that, i think i'm so random that my thoughts just fly everywhere, i can link from one UNRELATED thing to something so unrelated it'll just blow your mind. i just thought of yesterday! and i think councillors are my happy pills, like soma. and i think i can't help being mean to timf, in a joking way. HAHAH the secretary boss syndrome. and i'm very glad i saw raymond and cherry yest and the rest too! i'm sad i didn't see vincent chan though, and i'm very amused by weiting on facebook and over the yahoogroups. HAHAHHA. i actually miss sally disturbing me in class, and hygin's NONSENSE, and i'm very jessie and i are gonna help at montessori! :D THIS IS A WHOLE STRING OF I AM VERY BLAH THAT BLAH HAPPENED.oh and i'm beginning to really not care about a lot of things, in a good way. but i hope it doesn't get bad. and i think i wasn't very patient today soo that was really bad and i didn't like my attitude then, it was really sucky! just cos i don't like inefficiency and little quarrels here and there doesn't mean I should feel like i wanna ATTITUDE TOO! bad!
yesyes ok enough rambling. i was really happy yest, cos i saw the sconers again, and i saw ray and cherry after so longggg :) and the partaye toooo which pity i couldn't stay longer :( i'm sad i didn't see dawn and kelly and jo and sally and clari and all the rest of scone. oh and i had a HORRIBLE DREAM the other night. horrible is HORRIBLE :( and i pray agst it man. or any foreshadowing or nonsense. cos it's horrible :( :( :( don't talk to me about horror shows or freaky stuff anymore okay, lest i dream of pple i KNOW dying! :( :( nooooo.
i'm quite excited for. i don't know what! but a lot of things. oh and photocrazy day was realy funnnn! :D they BOTH have such a good eye for stuff, and it hikn i just spammed benben's DSLR the moment he handed it to me for fun. SPAM! i miss feimao. and jiahui and the rest too! i haven't seen jinhui and sharyl in ages and i wonder how they are. i wonder how the rest of 4a4 pple are doing. like andita, APRIL, at lesat i see rach and oriana in sch. and there's still janice, deborah, val OMGOSH VAL. liz phoebe petrina linette! and MDM CHU AND MRS LOW. i must go and find them and ask them how they are. suddenly names of pple i haven't seen so long just ROLLED thru my head, ihave no idea why but. my goodness, goodness gracious me.
in a lifetime, how many pple do u meet, influence? I still remember my LAOSHI! i must go back and see her. my other laoshi decided to study in BIBLE college, how cool is that :D and there's JIAO and all the other teachers, all the other random pple i've met before in life. maybe the aunty who cleans the toilet? or the uncle cleaning the leaves? OH OH OH! or the aunty outside the coucnil room who loves plants!! i wonder, i just wonder how many pple in life i've met, and how many pple in life in which i've made a difference to them.
sometimes i wish God would tell me, but then again i think when i get to heaven, none of these will matter. i think i just wanna hear Him say well done good and faithful servant (:
JESUS YOU ARE MY REWARD! :D
yes. i want to make a difference. since God changed my life, since. omgosh ijust thought of more pple! sandra, enqin, annabelle, jiamin, suerrn!!, melody.. the choir girls in mg, and little juniors now, the seniors, MAN. OKAY this is crazy, GOD BE BIG IN THEIR LIVES TOO :D
that day i was seriously thinking about my future. like, after i finish studying, i'm gonna work right? and yeah i want to get married okay, and NOT be a boring taitai sitting at home and playing mahjong. i would at least play xbox and wii and nonsense games, but that's besides the point. or at least, do some voluntary stuff. HAHA whatever, i want to live a life that God wants me to live :D and He's been really faithful, really gooood, thru good and bad times, He's good! :D like if i study abroad, HOW? and WILL I EVER? ahhaha it's so amusing. i mean, seriously! oh well cut the topic i better go get ready for the reunion dinner! and i'm addicted to brooke's 'what to do with daylight' cd.
In love, still in love with
shern