say goodbye to 2008, and welcome 2009. i know i'm late to post about the year and you know, the usual reflections, resolutions ritual.
hahaha bev is so cute she has a YEARLY RITUAL for it. i can so imagine her doing it (: loveee bev! well. i'm really thankful for that, FRIENDS(: 2008 has been one WHOAH year. never did i have such a crazy year in my life- probably the highest times and the lowest. i've never squished so many things in one day before, never squished so many activities in one year, never slept so LITTLE before, not to mention NEVER slept in such WEIRD places before.. never felt so thankful before.
orientation, terms, funorama, ac's got talent, sports updates, aPRil fools, feedback channel, june camp, exco elections interviews handover, outvest... COUNCIL was prob the major factor, but when i want to say council changed my life, i think 'GOD changed my life' makes the most sense. after the crazy year of events, i realised my studies were in the ditch and i was lagging and stuck at probably the first chapter of J1 chemistry. there came a crazy time of catching up with studies and studying like crap till the Alevels. Crazy, crazy times. yet, God just was ever so faithful in my life.
i probably felt the whole spectrum of emotions in this entire year.
extreme jubilation, love, joy, amusement, pain, grief, anger, frustration, stress, fear.. the list goes on..
2009, a year of NEW things. even though the year has already started a few days ago, it's only today that i feel it has REALLY started as 09. i feeeeeel like i'm getting OLD :( in a different sense, like in the OMGOSH I MUST GROW UP AND BE INDEPENDENT AND STRONG AND MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS AND DO EVERYTHING ON MY OWN sense.
jobs, driving. GROWN UP STUFF. and i need to drill it in my head, though i'm so so reluctant to say it's time to grow up. cos when u grow up you have to worry about having enough MONEY to spend. seriously EVERYTHING is SO EXPENSIVE! i'm going to become some aunty and be very cheapo or smthing! seriously! and if pple just spend frivolously, please lah, realise that your parents work so hard just to help pay for that 100bucks necklace u wanna get. all your angpao money, NO MORE.
just that i find myself here again where i began
i like lyrics. i like words. so i like writing random stuff. and i like remembering them. and i wish words could be copyrighted immediately. i feel more at peace now.
thanks for always believing in me
and i guess tmr is going to be one of those, 'NEW BEGINNINGS'. if God brought me to it, He's gonna bring me through it. i'm going to be who i am, do the best i can, and He can help me thru it.
loved, too much
shern